Today like any day had the potential to be wonderful. I woke to rain, but rain stops and the sun comes out and the world dries. And rain in itself is not necessarily a precursor to a bad day. It's funny though how the littlest things can be the trigger to turn that potentially wonderful day into as extreme an opposite as possible.
The feeling of disappointment has to be one of the most day-turning-round emotions. When the humankind that you're part of and try so positively to see the good in disappoint you, it's one of the saddest things. I suppose we all have expectations of how we would like others to treat us. I find myself wondering so often about people's behaviour- being baffled by their actions and lack of actions simply because it is absolutely not how I would think or behave. When they fail to meet my expectations, I tend to take it personally and feel so incredibly let down and then stupid for expecting more of them when really I had no right to expect in the first place. My own way of thinking is highly flawed however in that I force myself to pretend that everything is ok and I'm not affected by what's happening around me instead of just being honest and dealing with things as they come to pass. I'm only human and so is everyone else.
Some people see things through rose tinted lenses and some see them through raindrops on a window. Bottom line is love thyself and take care of thineself first. Let the rest of them look after themselves*
