Need a good investment choice?

So basically I need to win the lotto or be invested in.
It's not that I'm unhappy, but I'm kinda frozen. My life needs a push.
I had a permanent well paid job back in the day and now I could be traveling the world and paying a mortgage on my own home and buying lovely presents for people. Instead, I'm living at home with my parents with only a small bedroom piled full of my possessions, as my own space. I tried to live in Cork but there's no relevant work there for me and so, in order to be able to work in order to progress my career, I'm home with Mama and Papa and Nana and the two dogs. I appreciate so much having somewhere to live that's warm with food and a washing machine and a nice shower but there's no space for me. Therefore, I have a problem.
I absolutely do not regret giving up my job and swapping money for a happy, creative life. I love learning and I love using my artistic talents and I have met the most wonderful people and become a confident and happy person because of it all. I'm a high achiever and I know where I want to be professionally but it's this in-between bit that's hard to get on track. I know the type of people I need to be surrounded by, I know the environments I have to place myself in and I know the space I need for myself in order to be creative and mentally happy. Hence, I need a studio space and a really nice house and a view and a setting close to civilization so I can have people around me and fun in the evenings when the urge hits me. If I had all that I could do my studies, work when I need to and be an artist the rest of the time. In that way I can become a Visual Arts specialist for primary teaching and teach all the student teachers and advise all the existing teachers and become the successful artist I'm destined to be. I'm a worthwhile investment. When I make it big, everyone with a few bob will be regretting not helping me climb out of the gutter and onto the path of success.
I'll keep trying to win the lotto every now and then when I've gotten enough work to feel I can afford it but if anyone would like to invest in me, that'd be just fab.*